Be loving! Negativity is bad for people. Conflict of different views ◇○, makes pressure. The world needs shared feelings.
Hello! I'm Edward (Jones), the thoughtful, more in-troverted vegetarian gentleman writing this. I have anxiety and ASD qualities. I am able to speak - but I don't with psychological (my mind's) problems - afraid of my fears and pressure.
From my birthday in 2002, I have been living and thoughtfully being me. I think openness & equal accessible -ness is a good thing! ■ Next page, interests > .
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Generally, I like to do activities working with technical designs or drawing, use knowledge shared freely, mindfulness and other activities with a relaxed mind - not busily. Given space with no communication pressure, I can do good work if feeling optimistic and able. I wish, in the future, to have a job to work with some people to use technology for connectivity between different devices, within my views: freedom (open sharing of work & changeable content) and accessibility (usable & portable). Interfaces to move memories in or out of the brain! Cognitive sciences? Escape rooms?
I love some music that is relaxing (photo!), helps me not feel pessimistic or afraid & some songs having words that resonate through my mind with the quality of expansion that ambient music has. I like thrilling & scientific films. ■ Next.
When I need time to relax or feel more able to think, I don't do this in the "pressured gas" of a space being used by other people moving around — less anxiousness about sensory changes.
I have behaviour to do things rightly, perfecting the 1st time, smooth changes of thoughts — anxious of loss (to lose anything important) with a thought that I can't go back, impatient when I feel I can't wait much for memories to come back, a threat of losing them.
I am relaxed when focusing on doing 1 thing "in the now" (when anxious, I think & know I have more things to do next). I like to rest after tiring exercise with a milky coffee drink & some snacks. ■ Next page, find me online .
■ Next pages, some of my history & life .
After I studied for GCSEs in 2018, my life changed with mental health, anxiousness and memory problems — about not remembering things, not trusting words for what I think & loss of tasks/activities in my memory, the things (I need) to do.
From 2019, I use non verbal communication (symbols to help me communicate). Download my layout of labelled images? - use in AsTeRICS Grid. I have ASD (autism spectrum qualities) and quick communication is a problem to me. Sometimes I look dead on the outside (not Dead Inside - Muse) when with my in-troverted thoughts. ■ Next page, some thoughts on living.
I feel like mental health places have given me time to change for good how I live.
I feel I can not do my life living in community MH houses, for having parental people watching over me () makes me give pressure to myself to be working actively(?) much of the day on doing things for protecting my health, faultlessly, not freely, (but) free of errors that give threats (I dislike much this idea) of losing all I have... for a drop down into a hospital ward.
I would like to live relaxed with some other friendly people around.